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I am in crisis, I do not know what is happening, my emotions are real roller coaster right now, I 'm fine two seconds later I'm crying and there is no healing possible.

What I'd do well is to be touched, it's simple, but it's just that I needed, someone take me in his arms and I'd feel better.

's it, someone reassure me that it will pass, it'll get better tomorrow and SOMETIMES , I can stop worrying, it will go.

If it was my last day on earth, would not have been the best, I just give the best of myself to the gym and it was just loved this morning, but for the intensity I spend my turn, I am too intense not necessary to add.

is what I find most painful to be alone, lack of affection, love my bed, I sleep alone in my sheets in white, but sometimes it's better than two.

If any of these times in the past when I cried, made crises that anger was at its peak I was took her in his arms would stop at once. Any way these are just a way to react to protect themselves, because if I still feel stronger, sometimes it's actually too intense, then be cold, aloof is protection.

I'm exhausted from all my pores, I would receive for a change.

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There are days I wish the others come for a walk in my shoes to understand what happens when I do not feel when I 'm happy or when I'm angry.

Me I'm able to make space for others to understand is that I feel're no problem, but as usual when I help another I forget the most important person: me and without realizing I'm currently drowning myself.

People really like this quality, I'm altruistic, I like helping others for the simple reason that I feel better, at least I did something useful and my emptiness is full for a while.

When I'm happy and I get good news in a second erased all my worries and I'm not just happy, happiness is very intense, but it is also the case when I'm sad or angry Is intense and I know there is the problem, the intensity of feelings, love or I hate, it is black or white and I am very conscious that this can really irritate the other .

Most of the time I arrive very well to keep control, but like everyone else but I have limits, but are miles of endurance that you can normally endure. It's like if you put your hands on the stove, you feel the pain and remove your hand, in my case the hand can be very long before I realize that it hurts.

I'd love to be clearer, so I'd like you to be in my skin within three seconds, to know what is being hypersensitive. I'm aware of that, not for nothing that I see a shrink for some months, because last year I made a unexpected surprise, a diagnosis more than I did not need in my life.

Today, I go out of the closet I'm TPL, as Marie-Sissi Labreche and lots of other people who are silent because they were really afraid of what others will say, will in thought and Some reject you, then you very intolerant of abandonment.


I've never hidden anything, I would not start today, I'm like everyone else, put except that I feel everything more intensely and that black and white are the colors of my life yet.